love fan

It’s incredible that after a couple of months when I see a picture of you my heart races. Tears come to my eyes, my hands shake. I know this feeling will never go away. I’m not your biggest fan, but I’m a fan that will be here until the end, to catch you if you fall, to make you happy when you’re sad. Even if you don’t know who I am, I’ll be there. Ready for when you need a friend. Maybe you never need, and I’ll be there anyway. And you know why? Cause I love you. I took so long to conform myself that I really love you. Because love you means have my life completely change. That crazy obsession…I didn’t know if I was ready to all of this, that crazy belieber lifestyle. But everytime I saw you, my heart skipped and I realize that love you is all that I needed. Maybe for me, loving you is more difficult than to others, there’s someone’s feeling envolved, but I can’t hold myself. This feeling can hurt people but I’ll hurt me more if I deny what I feel. My love isn’t the biggest of the world, but it’s enough. The pain is there, constant and unrelenting. Pain because of distance. Oh, distance. Something that make my chest hurt looking like it will never get better. Pain for know that maybe you’ll never know that I’m here. But at the end, it doesn’t matter. Be happy and I’ll be happy. Even far away, even you don’t knowing who I am, I pray for you everyday, hoping that you are fine, that you are smiling. That’s enough for me, for my entire life. And If I’m lucky someday I’ll say to you those things, and i will be eternally grateful. Grateful for the opportunity. God knows how much I want this. But if I don’t deserve this, I hope that someone who deserves can do it for me, cause is something unique.
I just hope that everyone around you keep making you happy, and that you know how much you are special and no one can take this from you. I wish that someday you know that someone here loves you. Each day more.

Infinito

precisa crer no infinito que vença essa vida pouca com seu tempo tão diminuto incapaz de conter o tanto que eu preciso pra te amar.

A amizade

Amizade a coisa mas importante de nossa vida uma coisa que não queremos perde nunca, mas uma hora vai embora e doí, doí ate de mais, amizade e abraça, conversa, brigar, sorri, chorar, consolar beijar e muitas coisas que não se encontra em qual quer lugar, amizade uma coisa que vale ouro uma coisa divina e única pra guarda para o todo sempre, e guando vai embora nossa base de tudo, oque resta e lembrar chorar e ficar na memoria... amizade uma historia construida no base de um dia, guando se conhece e fica amiga, os dias passa e vai passando a cada segunda e uma parte da historia que começa a ser construida, e você pensa será que seremos amigos para sempre ou lá na frente essa pessoa ira esquecer de min, e eu será que vou lembrar dela pelo resto de minha vida será que vou poder contar para os meus filhos que tive uns amigos maravilhosos que eles sim para min valia ouro, essa e uma parte de uma base de amizade

lágrima

Uma lágrima ao  deitar outra adormecer lágrima ao sonhoar com o que poderia ser uma lágrima ao acorda porque do sonho lembrei lágrimas ao levantar do novo a dor sim, eu sei...

 

Foi bom o tempo que durou, pra min sera eterno !